.Friday, October 28, 2005 ' 12:20 PM Y
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So it's over.
School's over.
Just like that.
After this, my 'hols' consist of 28 basketball practices, 12 tuition sessions and a lot of housework.
Sigh....life is like that.
I told everything out for the first time in my life.
It's the first time. Yan lin felt like Junice. And at last I knew why. It's not becuz of attaction, it's because of guilt. AMjor guilt.
Although i was attracted to jun, but that's not the point.
I guess she's...not going to be my fren ever again. Or closer then that. Never nothing. It's as if she never existed. Or as if I never existed. Which is worse?
I hope she's ok.
But not that i love her or anything.
Guilt.
It's painful.
Sorry.