.Monday, December 12, 2005 ' 12:27 PM Y
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Um. Hi.
I didn't finish the previous post cuz my mum was reading part of it. I know it's good to share, but my mum worries too much sometime and i was afraid to stress her somemore. She's...already got enough problems.
So does dad. Something about his medical condition i suppose. i wonder if he's been praying.
Joel's really enjoying himself after we found that new shop. The one that sells shadow the hedgehog, lord of the rings third age, and devil may cry 3....a lot of games. Seriously.
Um. btw. how did anyone get my blog site? maybe i should put it somewhere. Like update my profile or something. I'm not exactly a spy anymore. that's in the past. .
hahahahaha. spying on ppl and getting PAID.
cept that's mean.
at least i know now.
Nad um...i decided not to complete the previous blog entry in case...
1. She sees this. The 'she' can be my mum, um. then again. if she's sees me. or yarh. i forgot i'm not suppose to care anymore.
2. and that some one overeacts.
well not NOT care. i mean um. stare. love. be too open. got to remember.
probably ximin. okay. yes ximin. i already...gave up. this is not the time.
andrea tried to give me a speech on how i shouldn't try even. or shouldn't have tried in the first place.
some thing like she's older, something something which i wasn't paying attention to, then something like 'can you imagine yourself with her?'
obviously.
silly question.
peh. maybe last time. not anymore.
i keep getting a lot of painful and interesting flashbacks after youth camp. when she and i first met, there was somethign about a book. i'm trying to recalll that flashback still.
my stomach hurts like crazy. i'm not going to eat fried chicken for at least 5 days.
sleeepy and tired after basketball practice.
but after not playing for a weeek, i think i did exceptionally well.
hongkai is catchign with me in terms of one on one and ability stretches.
he's got weaknesses though.
sigh.
um. please pray for yan lin's friend christen who's got leukaemia. i think they're quite attached to each other so...
new town guys? if you're reading this ( which is not likely) then i tell you. i'm not jealous.
i'm over it.
in fact i'm over a lot of things.
i'm over kicking yile's idiotic ass.
i'm over Junice.
i'm over ms ang. there. i said her name.
i'm over xi min. i promise. well. maybe not. but i have to be anyway, eventually.
and yanlin. this has been too much anyway..
i just wanna live my life for God.
Until i can keep waiting and waiting.
God is good. Really. Steph, i hope you understand that someday.
He loves you.
And me.
And we should love him.