.Sunday, February 26, 2006 ' 8:05 PM Y
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Mood : Erratic. Unaware whether to be angry, relieved or sad. And tired.
This....just. Sucks.
Okay. Sunday service went okay, and stuff went mainly okay, and cg was fun, and then went bball with a lot more people then usual.
Well, it was nice they showed an interest. I think.
So later on a bunch of ppl show up larh. And they're like pretty much act tough,so I just had to thrash them in bball. You know how it is.
Then gangster-like ppl make the scene. I wasn't very impressed. Kinda like a scene you see everyday nowadays/
They pretty much wanted someone's bball to play with, and the court to take, so it was pretty mean. Not to mention insulting. think so tough huh.
It resulted in a match by which I played more than 80% at least. I don't know. Still got the power.
Then the big guy want to take me one on one. He wasn't very happy to begin with...I mean, I'm barely 14. He's like..dunno...way older?
Winning 6 to 5 then 6 to 6...then b4 that he keep whacking me...he didn't need to fight me...he already was fighting me....I was really pissed off. When I accidentely hit his leg I was hardly sorry but I apologized anyway. Obviously he still wasn't happy abt it and it sure wasn't about to help my previous injuries....
To make a long story short, he tried to pulverise me and in the end frankie and jules had to help me. Eveyone was very caring...except her obviously, since they're her frens and she doesn't like me too much..but at least she has a reason.
So it was resolved. I told my parents and it was not smart becuz now a lot of things seem to go haywire. Not like I care. I mean it's hurting. I was right and I know it. I did the right thing and I know it. I was good, and hell I know it.
It's not fair at all. Bleh. Hope this dies down and they forget bt it or something.
Thnx to everyone who actually believes and trusts me despite this, unlike some people.
IT's quite hurting to know the ppl who raised you or grew up with don't...believe you...
SO hurting.
Peh. Look in me, not at me.....
Just...
Sigh. I can't forget her. Despite so much pain.