.Saturday, February 04, 2006 ' 12:06 AM Y
=x
Mood : Scared. Well. No. I fear nothing from man. But....hmm. A little sad.
Clarence, you better not be serious bt being gay cuz otherwise I just don't know you k? You've changed way too much....i sure didn't expect this from an ex-best fren.
Now I'm freaked out. Still, he's probably not serious. Furthermore, i'm not a girl and lesban, so why shld she be afraid of me?
Peh. No fear.
My new plan just isn't working out. I hope everyone agrees with me somehow. This needs to work.
Everyone wins.
She'll change. For the better. That is, i f I can pull off my final phase.
Then she'lll leave the girls alone for a while....
Then I'll be taking my mind of ms for a long time while working these plans out.....
And be changing her future.
And this...just has to work. For the good of everyone.
They are depending on me now? Maybe.
I hope so. i hope people trust me.
I have loads of tests right now.
Monday i have home ec and history.
Wed I have math.
the week after that I have physics and chinese.
the week after that I have bio.
kinda squeezy. mum probably will make me miss cg a while. sad.
nd to sleep. actual time now is 12.13am saturday 5th feb. 1o days to go.
phew....