.Thursday, March 02, 2006 ' 3:32 PM Y
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Mood: Sad. That's pretty much it. And a little angry.
Date: 2 march. I think. Today is thursday, just came back.
I hate this. Sheesh. Happiness is a thing. It's temporary. Always temporary. No one on earth can be happy forever. Which is why ppl want to go to heaven to be loved and to love him.
Anyway today was pretty boring. 2.4km ran 9 min 42 sec.
Stupid art teacher so damn pissing off....am going bball later to forget everything...so upset with me.
Wh yam I so useless at this kinda thing?
If you love so much but don know how to express what's the point?
Surrender.
I don't believe in me anymore. I can't stand it. Can't stand it at all. And I am such a loser.
Now I think I get it. I never loved her. I didn't to begin with, I don't now.
That really, really sucks. I thought I fell for her, but if I did, why am I getting all of this?
And everyone in sch has their ideas of love...and stages...etc. And all sorts of immature weird things.
But I don't want to be me to begin with!!!
Why~!
It's deja vu all over again. First with yanlin huh. Irrritating? Too slow? Peh-EH/.
=( I'm really sorry to those I love so much mroe in that kind of way.
So many after jun huh.
Well. Actually none!
Cuz I never exactly loved them.....
well maybe one.
like yan lin said huh.
The more you love a person the more you will cry for that person.