.Friday, March 03, 2006 ' 9:50 PM Y
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Mood : =(
Short note again.
Not always depressed ppl...but lately this stirs up again...why am I so reckless....
Whoosh. This feels familiar. This always feels familiar.
This is a test. Nothing more. I love cuz I chose to, I try to express it cuz I want to.
ANd now...i have to give up relationships. As in anything from more than frens to bgr. Why? Cuz I am so useless.
I hope she can still teach me...
Like I said, I want to be the best for that person. And if I just can't be, there's really no point.
There are so many possibilities...there's always someone better....
Junice wasn't the one. =(
Or Ximin.
Obviously NOT ms ang.
Too slow with Yanlin.
ANd just lousy with shimin. Now I feel like a flirt.
2 years after wanting to die for Jun I end up like this?! Crazee luke.
And sad. And plain depressed.
Sorry ppl.
I give up..