.Saturday, May 20, 2006 ' 11:45 PM Y
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Mood: Swing.
Just came back from bball. Actual timing is 11.44 and I just bathed, carried stuff and tuition and...
this is boring. life is boring.
seriously? I need to play basketball. for fun.
or do something about my social life. what ever left there is.
I'm a pretty self conscious guy. ok. quite a self-conscious guy. and personally. i want to look good. who doesn't?
tomorrow is going to be a super long day...tiring.....probably boring since most of my frens can't travel that far...yeesh.
I need something in my life more worthwhile then sitting around. and though I'm supposed to already have that something, I keep leaving it behind.
cuz it takes a long time before immense satisfaction.
and seriously, i have never been a patient guy.
impatience and complaining is a sin. tsk.
and lust...
sigh. I don't even want to go over those *** recent dreams...scary, weird, freaking me out...and worse of all...
well. u get my drift.
I'm looking at my bro joel now. he looks stressed. he always looks stressed. and now he's asking me if I have a blog. and now he's telling me blogs are very ironic. becuz diaries are not supposed to be seen. like duh. and something to do abt cannot make racist remarks. lol.
yeesh. it's all true though.
I was 7 when the dreams first began. The man was cloaked in brown, like he is now.It was only such a short while after I met her.He approached me. He said my experiences in life made me destined for tbis world. That universe. Or specifically, those universes in a celestial allignment....HIJACK.After he transported me to that place, I barely escaped with my life. More darkness. I became adapted to everything absorbing everything I can remember. All actions, all power, all movements, all magic.Everything except intelligence.I had it in my hand, and the world was caught up in a gust an torrain of everlasting fire...and the world exploded. Till today I do not know how I survived. Till today, I hate him.Because I know what he is.No one. Should have gone through that.I was just a kid.