.Tuesday, May 30, 2006 ' 6:55 PM Y
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Mood: ....
Why do we seek the impossible?
Because nothing is.
June hols are here. Well. If you would call them hols. Personally, I wouldn't.
I must be quite crazy to have tuition 3 times a week with training 4 times a week, two hours of work every day.....
This stinks.
But today got some free time with tom and waik. Tha'ts a consolation.
Path of Neo was so easily finished on PS2...so easy..hehe...but now I'm bored! :(
And when I see her on sunday I just wanna die.
Really.
Especially since I promised myself I wouldn't fall for anyone. Or continue being that way...
But it's so silly. I don't really expect to take control of my feelings, but they pretty much control me...:(
Even the bad ones.
I'm recalling now why jun still asked me if I like her. I take it she doesnt trust me.
8 years, so not exactly unexpected.
But still, it kinda hurts...to relate things to what happens now...
I'm sad.
And i always have been....
Anyway, friday got match against presbyterian high....turns out Jasper is coaching that sch....his team totally rocks larh...i scared we get thrashed...but then...I aso don wanna lose...
Cuz I got to be gd at SOMETHING.
So what to do now?
6c bbq later in the hols, still not sure if I can go...
Friendly matches during hols, training during hols, competition after hols....
full of bball already. haha.
hmm. hope angi can come to singapore by the end of the year...
Hmm. What to do with my time...:(
And still get distracted by her in sch.
Casanova...
Feelings make you so weak sometimes.