.Friday, June 30, 2006 ' 10:09 PM Y
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Mood: Happy. But no self-esteem.
Sigh. What does Lilin see in Jia Hui? Seriously...
Hong Kai was like, if two ppl like each other they just get together. Stupid answer, or stupid question. sighz. am I really that pathetic?
becuz i'm mean. actually jia hui's a nice guy who's probably had more gf's. lolz . but seriously. i'm totally..um.
wait. i definetely did not think this through.
what does wei en see in JOHN? honestly. wei en's a perfectly attractive individual girl with almost any pick of guy. seriously.
and um. weng xiang was probably ok, but choice?
well john is lucky. as least someone is. i mean he's a nice guy and all, but sure, not exactly a great looking person. oops. what about me?
even
less self esteem. i did NOT THINK THIS THROUGH.
anyway, today we were all like. not nervous but not exactly bursting with confidence either. weng xiang and hilbert were out, and I was screwing up leading the team as usual, but luckily hong kai, sidney and subhas helped me out, so i didn't totally screw up.
I am starting to realize that becoming captain was not for me. it was for the team. not a great choice.
Btw, i take back what i said bt sidney and subhas larhz..i was pissed and so were they, but i guess it helps to talk through arguments and sort things out rather then yell our heads off. thanks for helping me out today guys! i know i screwed up, but the team kicks ass!
except one more thing. : even LESS LESS self-esteem.
we played bukit merah today. i'm not telling you what happened until i stop tokin bt it...:)
The first quarter subhas, sidney , hongkai, hopper and I started off...just like the isibl, i suppose. we sprung on them like we always do at the beginning of each game and by their first time out, it was 8 to 3. Then later they started totally pressing us lorhz. so pissing off. then we block their press score one more basket. :) then the guy when catching rebound he totally smashed my injury. so suay right. 3 min into first quarter genna taken out.
then they keep playing until end of first half...25-18, we still leading....then we really blast them :). we press them like no tomorrow and keep stealing the ball, and then jiao lian think of clever moves to foil their offensive..and we totally break them. power right! woo hoo.
i only got to play some first and last quarters. sad right. and first quarter nv SCORE A SINGLE POINT. SO EMBARASSING. i tot whole game wouldn;'t score at all.
and then last quarter i scored 8 pooints! quite bad compared to all the previous games this yr, but nvm! :) then i draw foul and almost kick the biggest guy out...cuz he knock me down but i was so happy when the referee blow whistle i fly back upright, and score all the free throws. :)
so i am pleased bt the last quarter. wish i could have been a better captain though.
maybe learn later. in the meantime build self-esteem.
later.