.Saturday, July 01, 2006 ' 1:52 PM Y
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Mood: not to know...
i keep thinking of the word boyfriend. and NO, I AM NOT GAY.
damn it. i'm so pathetic, so easily jealous, and very obsessed.
and crushed. really.
ShadowFighterX
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anyway,...practice early in the morning, jiao lian was in a ok-happy mood, and was really excited bt our plays. he thinks that this year is our best chance.
and yea. it is. i f we make it, we'll be first in NEW TOWN HISTORY for c' boys to go to the nationals...
and we must. we've all worked too hard, risked time with our families and friends and studies for these moments...
but now. i wish i didn't. i'm the same guy who almost didn't get in. someone who was never meant to be on school team.
and then i became captain. ironic, isn't it.
nice try though.
i'm the same person. whether i switch personality, become abomination, try to be guai, studious, nice, fearless, i'm still the same ultimately.
i didn't realize...i've got an identity.
at last.
but it was too late to try and make her mine.
let's not break us away.
don't break my heart...
i can't believe I lost you.
but you were never mine.
ShadowFighterX