.Wednesday, June 28, 2006 ' 8:12 PM Y
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Mood: Stinks.
Damn life stinks. What else can go wrong?
She's taken. I don't believe it..I never believed it....
so suay right. i fall for her again and she's attached.
sch was okay larh...but a bit boring..didn't get what the chinese teacher was trying to say..probably learn more from listening to the chinese songs chilli and fanny sent me...hax.
literature is so gonna kill me this year. I hope I just do better.
the match today was such a total disaster for me...couldn't organize the team...and then coach must mouth off at me... barely 5 days been captain and he expects me to become miracle man? jeez! i'm perfectly capable as a leader, but for some reason just not in this situation...:(
sidney just keeps mouthing off at me. getting quite sick of it. no point respecting someone who won't respect you lorhz.
but i admit it might be my fault. i always pointed out that if sidney became captain i would probably quit the bball team....
and then i became captain. me and my big mouth right? just could not resist pointing out i became captain. just last year i barely got to play at all! sheesh!
teacher actually said sidney has EVERYTHING IT TAKES TO BE CAPTAIN. does she not know anything bt what happens on the bball team? in all seriousness, whether i respect sidney or not, I would probably still disagree lorh! although right now my position kinda stinks. think the only one who would agree would be...
subhas larh! sheesh man. 5 years for nothing huh. at least that's what he said the last time we argued. just admit u don trust me enough! sheesh. don nd to try and be indirect..it's worse.
No one has seen my Abomination.....yet........
just becuz he screwed up his chance doesn't mean you have to pick on me. I'm captain whether you like it or not...
captain of whatever. nobody cares about the captain. the captain doesn't even care about the captain. who needs a loser of a captain?
becuz you're NOT, maybe?
I don't really care anymore.....
and to top off this pathetically miserable day, I have plenty of homework. I hate work. it leaves me no time for my novel. and i'm running out of descriptions for sword fights. seriously. nobody's gonna publish it..hahax........
i'm glad teacher and darryl tried to cheer me up....
but maybe i'm just not good enough...
you said god let this happen. you said he's in control.
i believe you. and i want to do this. not just this, but to let him take control.
i just hate...to wait...
how come i can't do anything?!