.Thursday, July 20, 2006 ' 6:47 PM Y
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Mood: Troubled.
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through... And I hope you are the one I share my life with...
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand...
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through... And I hope you are the one I share my life with...
And I wish that you could be the one I die with...
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with...
I hope I love you all my life...
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you, into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side....
wahh! this song is so. um.
okay. finee. well. it's beautiful.
SO THERE!
well. nobody's doing too well.
haven't got to spend time with tom and waikeat..miss spending time with them and laughing till my sides hurt..playing bball and such.
and season is really getting in the way of my tests, studies, homework and personal time.
so irritating. is it really worth it?
sigh...will never know since I'm still in it, right? haix...
at least we finally got the school behind us...
tomorrow is against our Rivals...RI...and really, it's going to be tough.
but we're going to the next round. no doubt it.
we can't lose now. I won't let us.
and neither will anyone else...
wonder if RV got in. doubt it though. :(
sometimes..I wonder...what would it be like if I hadn't screwed up my PSLE..
pehz. no point fantasizing now..
although if wee gets a transfer I probably will.
stupid Xiang Rui. now everyone knows..not exactly smart to announce it here though...
but it's just a crush. it'll be gone within a month, knowing myself...
these things happen from the psychological effects of everything before..
at least I'm not dead when I was supposed to be.
hope I get into all-star team.
i know i can, i must, so THERE!
if i don i'm really going to give up. seriously.
otherwise it's not worth it.
;) later.
ShadowFighterX
someday i'm going to tell you everything...and hope with all my life, heart and soul you'll love me the same way I love you.