.Friday, August 18, 2006 ' 7:10 PM Y
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Mood: Angry. and..
This sucks.
I REPEAT. This sucks.
So we lost to Jurong. Okay. Then we lost to Anglican.
This SUCKS.
So I'm done. My career is over. No more basketball for the next 2 months..
I guess it was might as well...studies and stress and all..
but..well..
I wanted to show I was the best. And I'm sick of holding back. Of doing what should be done.
It's all about winning now. ( aparentely)
should never have held back. i always hold back.
my deepest side of me...
MY abomination. is better. faster. stronger.
I know I'm better than all of them.
And I'll do this eventually..
quitting is still a consideration...
Kelly is um. acting strange. first she totally ignores me for liking her...then now she's all cheerful and friendly...
maybe she actually bothered to find out I don crush on her anymore?
nah. i'd better not flatter myself..
shoulda ask her..but got no guts..
so my agenda for the next two months...
go hpps more often.
study hard. ( yea right....we'll see.)
finish SFX by end of this year. ( yea! ;))
start of my ShadowRealm( prequel)
Couple of unfinished business....
Watch training videos.
Exercise my arms a LOT.
and...
i need to find out something..something important that's going to change my life forever.
SFX
Later.