.Thursday, August 03, 2006 ' 6:50 PM Y
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Mood: ....
let the darkess consume you, the pain overwhelm you..the curses hound upon you and destroy every part of your heart and soul..just this once.just forever.I don't think I should blog anymore. Seriously.Because everything is depressing. Everything so GodDamn screwed up k?!I don care or give a damn anymore.who needs anything.I can do this myself.Bet the devils' happy..Maybe he's suceeded. Maybe not.The war's not over.But this battle's not mine.And I've lost it anymore.Sorry. Guess I wasn't strong enough.Where is he when you need him?Let me do this myself.I confirmed it.
My life is cursed for some reason.
For everyone who keeps asking and can't mind ur own business, the swelling below my eye is an infection due to severe stress and lack of sleep.
Yay. And if it doesn't heal in four weeks, guess what? I'll need an operation! YAY.
And then the 'sunburn' at my nose. It's more like injuries and cuts from my glasses after getting my ass creamed on the bball court, but the fungus got in and now it's like. Going to take months to heal. just great.
And best of all, my LEG. the NA BEI GUY FROM UWC WHO GAVE ME THIS ACCURSED INJURY.
Guess what? I can't play for two months!! Without severe inflammation>?
Damnit. Damnit.
To top it all off.
Everyone in my family's too busy, or I keep falling asleep.
And I screwed up dnt test. 60% when it should have been an easy 70& like one of the lowest in class now.
and I still need to do severe tons of HOMEWORK LEFT OVER.
let's just start from the beginning.
hi. my name's Luke Ho.
I screwed up academically.
I screwed up physically.
I screwed up my talents.
I screwed up my own DAMNED LIFE.
HAPPY?!
And she'll never love me.
All I need is you?
HA!!!!
tell me to die. just end my pain and misery.