.Tuesday, September 12, 2006 ' 10:08 PM Y
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Mood: ....
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need. I love you more with every breath Truly madly deeply do.. I will be strong I will be faithful 'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning. A reason for living. A deeper meaning. yeah.I want to stand with you on a mountain... I want to bathe with you in the sea... I want to lay like this forever... Until the sky falls down on me... And when the stars are shining brightly In the velvet sky, I'll make a wish send it to heaven Then make you want to cry.. The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty. That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of.. The highest power... In lonely hours. The tears devour you.. Oh can't you see it baby? You don't have to close your eyes 'Cos it's standing right before you. All that you need will surely come... I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need. I'll love you more with every breath. Truly madly deeply do......im so tired.
of feeling like a loser. being threatened half the day every freakin day of my pathetic life.
and etc. *faint smile*
today those losers from 2/8 suddenly brought up the desmond issue.
and i don't know..i didn't want to remember it all...
but i just did..
and it that moment. i backed away.
i'm scared.
and it's scary to be scared.
is that what happens when you stop fighting?
for what you believe in? for what's right?
...I can't do this anymore.
I can't trust myself...after all. how can you trust an Abomination?
kinda uneasy today. but had quite a lot of fun writing a angst scene between jj and fanny. i still haven't decided on how Nicholas saves the day.. then maybe will write a little more on me and the group still in Subhas' house...
lol. but nobody's read this yet.
hired grace today. to type out the parts for $5 each. lolz. i think im ripping her off. :( but i really got no cash. sighz.
exams coming soon. and tests.
hate exams. hate tests.
Do you ever love someone so much it
hurts?
It takes over your whole life, body and soul...
Yeah. I'm hurting.don't feel like blogging lately. later.ShadowFighterX