.Tuesday, January 30, 2007 ' 10:59 PM Y
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Mood: well..
so training was okay today.
beginning of day was really stress..my right eye kept bugging me and in the end i lost both my contacts, so i was like. half-blind for the whole day?!
it really sucked.
kinda pretty much in a bad mood that time larh. also have a lot of things to think bt.
like math test tomorrow.
i decided to give up on wee larh. so had it. it's not worth it liao.
such a pain and waste of my time...
still didn't forget memories larh..so just in all fairness to him, i never forgot the times we had in bball, the one-on-ones especially, and the times when you defended me.
...yeah that's fair.
gosh clarissa, please don tell me you keep changing your blog address becuz i keep finding it. it's not as if i stalk you. it's there, and i read it. it's called a BLOG.
maybe that's mean.
what the heck. you are.
im sitting next to MADELINE, for crying out loud. i mean seriously.
well, teacher has better things to do with her time, like looking out for wee and the rest, and obviously since im in conflic with him, she has to take his side eventually right?
..since they're closer now then i was.
whatever. coldness and darkness is evident.
i am that cold.
god, i feel evil. i feel neglected somehow, even though it's silly. i need some sort of fling to get away from it all. to do something that i know i will regret. then to cry and moan about it. yeah, that'll really liven up my world.
i don't know.
HIJACK..
math test tomorrow. im worried. pray pray pray.
..huh. confused whether baptism now is the right timing..again..im not perfect, but this is ridiculous.
obviously, if you judge me you will get your ass kicked horribly.
ms ang didn;'t come today, so not much math practice..but no hw..whether its a good or bad thing remains to be seen.
nobody really cares anyway.
basketball one-on-one..i've reached the standard where i've grown another level. i can practically consider myself demi-invincible now. one-on-one, no one can stop me.
haven't tried my new skills on weng siang yet tho. subhas and hong kai have already.
still, i need to improve..really wanna..i jsut want to cope with everything i need to in life...
..im tired, as always.
sometimes im feelin alone again. sitting next to madeline, with no friends anywhere too close. no wonder olivia felt sad and bored.
hell, im sad and bored.
better her then me, huh. people in this school,,new town..i don think many ppl believe luke ho can actually do something selfless for anyone anymore.
..you don't know me.
I've had it with people judging me.
need to find that girl from fairfield.
M.I. all over again. this time, it's all out solo.
here we go.
ShadowFighterX