I'm dying.--

.Thursday, February 01, 2007 ' 6:19 PM Y

Mood: ..huh.
so it's gonna be me is officially my new favourite song for this month. or old. whatever.
firstly, my congratulations to clarissa. she managed to insult me a LOT without using the f* word once. im not really sure how you can do that. let's quote a bit.
okay forget that.
im not all that mean and cruel and sadistic and cynical...
that is, in a another reality.
in this one, i'll just stick to payback.

舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
sigh.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
...since when did you care anyway?
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
you hate me.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
god.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
im not sure whether i hope u change ur mind.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
i dunno what to say or do
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
let me do smth ive never done b4
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
..okay.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
maybe tall not do
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
tell
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
tell not to do?
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
just do it.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
i've got nothing to lose.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
and i doubt you do.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
i have
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
...
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
i have lots to lose
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
like..?
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
clarissa.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
like my pride.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
yes?
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
....
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
i don't want you to lose anything.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
so you can keep quiet.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
okay?
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
it's anything.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
it doesn't concern me.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
you hate me.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
wait.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
let me tell you something
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
nono. ask kat to tell you.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
....you won't tell me yourself because?
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
i will lose my pride.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
...fair enough.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
has she told u anything yet?
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
...a little.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
what did she say
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
..you liked me from the beginning.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
as much as i'd love to know when that is.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
DONt TALK ABOUT THAT TO ME
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
im not going to press it.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
sorry.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
my life is over.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
forget it.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
i got no more face to go out
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
my life ended a while ago.
To a new beginning. To a quicker end. Kage Shadow says:
it's okay.
舞娘`` this is girl world. says:
im never going out again.

yeah for whoever doesn't understand this, it' just spells retribution.
and of course, cheap plain meanness.
got 18/20 for the e math test..not yet, but soon...
so math is doing really well. =) im grateful.

in fact, im practically owning wee at math now, which is a delight becuz he creamed me last year.
it's only a delight when you're not talking to him. i mean seriously. i try talking to him. u don wanna be friends at least say hi. arrogant pig.

so i figure if we could be close friends we can be arch enemies too. hehe. rivalry has always spurred me on.
i mean, do i really need him?

..i don't know.
there's a lot of memories he doesn't want to cherish. so neither will i.
teacher sure is busy. ...definetely no time for me. so i give up. i get to say this 3 times at least. before i finalise. okay?

dinner was okay. the aunty thought i couldnt eat two packs of chicken rice. what a joke.

kinda tired. been thinking of new ways to improve in bball..and thinking how exactly to study and finish all my hw on time, i still wonder.

..well, clarissa said not to mention her name at all, but i think i will.
I think I may still love you.

..well maybe not love.
maybe you were right. that i don know love, and all.
but i could have done so many nasty things by this time, im lost..i don't know why i haven't done any of those things yet. except for above of course. i still have a dark side, you know.

you brought it out..
so im stumped.

ShadowFighterX
This I promise you.
And I will take you
In my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you