.Thursday, February 22, 2007 ' 9:43 PM Y
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Mood: ...yeah. not good.
so im not exactly upset.
im more like confused, dense and blurr. as usual.
something is up with my parents, and they're not telling me. and i have the feeling it has to do with one of my friends.
still don't know what to do about that...
a bit lost now. thanks to jing qin anyway. he's always been reliable. but um. not exactly in the way most people would want him to be.
god, im confused now.
what is it that you want me to do?
so. three? four weeks? five weeks? i lost count already. that's how long i haven't talked to wee. nic wants me to resolve it..it's getting more complicated...talking to grace and they all and acting like he's not even there...
..yesterday, it happened again.
i think somehow, somewhere, someone's taking control over me. it's not preferable,but i'm starting to lose..
the abilities. ..as in. those.
..so. i don;t know.
...a bit unsure bt what to do. about everything. i feel as if lately i'm screwing up most things..my results...homework, relationships with friends and family..
everything except basketball, huh?
..amazingly, whenever lost my mind always drifts back to the past. mostly of junice.
i wonder how long that habit is going to stay intact...
..speaking of which, i think I must really have irritated her.
somehow. I don't know. all guys are dense. im a guy. end of story.
hell, im not even sensitive anymore. or i don't bother to be. it hurts too much, as far as i know. or remember. which ever is closer...or worse...
so on a lighter note..i don't know what to do.
something is going on, between my parents as of now.
hell, wtf is it?
...fanny said im too mature.
joke.
This is getting complicated.
...guess it's time to get back into what it was.