.Friday, March 09, 2007 ' 11:44 PM Y
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Mood: pissed.
God, when will my mum learn to just shut up?!
FUCK studying. FUCK that larh. im so pissed enough already.
everything i do is never good enough for her.
although there's s a certain someone going through it worse then me...
and im starting to care for her a lot..as a friend thing lah..don't jump..but it's unnaturally fast...who knows?.
lolz. yile and subhas are suffering also. they got a tough time.
the very thought of hearing my mother talk is disgusting.
bitch.
when i grow up, i shall have my ultimate revenge.
maybe abandon her or something. hmm. considering all the possibilities as long as i act like a good kid.
don't be silly. of course not. recognize the sarcasm when you see it.
but she crossed way over the line. so i will have my revenge. but not so drastic. just a plain, simple revenge. no big deal. only cause her as much anger as grief and stress as she has me.
anyway.
Math-91.3
A math-72
English-85
Chinese-44
Humans-78
Chem-57
Physics-62
Average score: 69.9 (rounded off)
L1R5: 14
screwed up system.
fuck.
anyway, bball lately has been very inconsistent...
from limit-breakers..to beating subhas, hongkai, even weng weng this week? i know they were playing slack, but sometimes no. the challenge gives me a thrill.
to stiff legs, lousy shooting, bad solo play and lousy passes. demolishing.
anyway, it's been a while since i blogged, yeah?
I still have things to do during the hols..
1. Math homework, A math homework, English Compo corrections, Chinese ting xie studying, physics and chem homework...
and the lit. play! omg. crap. forgot ALL bt it.
2. basketball? ahahas. knowing that crazy bitch back at home, chances of playing is not much right now...
to me...frankly speaking...my parents don't have a clue about who i am..what i've done..what i can do...they jsut think i've got an attitude problem, that i 'think i know everything.'
ironically, this is exactly what it is.
i 'think' i know everything...
but it doesn't coexist with my consciousness.
so that's different.
can't i help it if i know much? or if i get irritated hearing things from them i don't wanna hear, and they know i don't wanna hear? why the HELL do they want to piss me off?
especially my mum larh. she sucks. she's been not supportive at all, and is banning me off church if i don't study all day tomorrow.
initial response: go to hell.
later response: I'[m sorry. for the hell remark. the rest? ahh....NO.
last response.: i'd rather u didn't got to hell, but im not studying all day, so you can go talk to the pastor for all you like. i don't give a shit.
yeah well.
life's like that./
i think i need to be on the phone tomorrow to occupy my time...
my sis will be watching me..blablablah...as usual, nobody knows what i can do or what i've done for them. and my mum calls me unappreciative.
whatever.
so, so pissed off. had to vend my anger on bei ji xiong, but had stomach pains in my leading 5 to 3, so he caught up and beat me. im gratefull he let me use him. he also got to release his stress ( oww! my aching back..)
whioch reminds me. 3/3 the class marking is so lenient. checked it out already. so ben, jx and anyone else, don dare brag.
tired larh.just came back from playing Xbox with tom and waik in orchard..
getting better at HALO? ahahahas..
finally.
later.