.Monday, April 30, 2007 ' 8:02 PM Y
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Justification.
okay again, when was the last time...
ah screw it.
mm.
let's see..
on wednesday im going to attempt to study.
seriously.
i mena it's not as if i haven;'tt been studying already just..
there are things on my mind, you know? unnaturally, it's not abt suicide or stuff like that..more like.
how im going to make the best of what time I have left.
pushing everyone aside for the last few months..
was like the lesser of two evils thing.
i think.
it's time to get my head back on.
...phew..
today something really ticked me off..
i lent my bball to justin..
then he lent it to subhas..
and it ended up in the field.
now you and i know that even justin is not that stupuid to get it in the field.
which means someone kicked it there.
i clobbered the table, ms willian counselled me and i soaked my head for almost ten minutes before i could cool off.
i need to get back in the game.
need to know, what the hell's been going on while my life's been stagnant.
im lucky to have a few friends at all, after all that's happened.
my first step is going to be concentrating on going back to what i was.
since now i got the Xydler situation under control..as well as my issues.
god, where have i been?
so let's take back what's ours.and start from the beginning.someone could have told you a long time ago.it's not about right or wrong.I think they already told you.Luke Ho.So what's the plan?
I'm coming back.
And this time.
I can't afford not to come back.
Because if not, I'll lose everyone I love...
both in this world.
and another one.
ShadowFighterXand that's not happening.