.Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ' 9:00 PM Y
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Mood: ...
So obviously.
I have intimacy issues.I mean there's something so, so positvely alluring about being so close to a girl that you really care about...
That you can smell her breath, hear her sweet voice in such close proximity you can taste it..
Clarissa is crazy about someone right now...
Somehow the very thought of that is simply amusing...
Revenge is sweet when you didn't do it. :)
oh that's just plain mean.
after all, i was only attacked by dozens and dozens of crazy devils in my head.
and my heart felt so empty like i was thrown into a dark bottomless pit filled with the fires of hell.
or that could just have been another dream..
these dreams are seriously getting to me.
ah what the heck.
im not that mean. sorry clarissa.
but she won't read this anyway.
mm.
life has to move on...
dunno what was wrong with shimin today..
stuff about quarrels? i dunno.
it's not as if i'm involved in her life anymore.
or anyone else's in school for the matter.
people find it hard to move on after relationships..
me, im not even in one.
irony. pure stupidity.
5 days to go.
i hate being taken in my weaknesses...
just so empty and lost.
but these few days.
can help other ppl..
better them than me...
then again.
that was me before.
maybe i'll be happier..
jun was talkin bt pri sch...
mm.
chop off both legs.
Thanks Guoyi for helping me with math! Im glad we got to talk awhile. ahahas.
brother and sean have suddenlyy become gd frens..lolz..amusing...
i think that's my fault...ahhh....
Afina touched my cheek today! ahahas. don't know why i remember that. i don't quite recall what it's like to be touched there by someone other than my sis.
don;t love. don't like. don't care.
I just can't stop myself from loving you.
Like I said.
I have intimacy issues.