.Sunday, April 15, 2007 ' 10:12 PM Y
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Mood: ...
today morning was incredibly great.
why?
cuz i couldn't sleep.
at all.
oh god, the feeling was just so amazing.
i love her, so much.
mm.
as usual.
stuff gets in the way.
how on earth is a guy supposed to be secure?
as in, he can give his girlfriend a sense of security.
so why can't I?
why on earth does all that crap just have to happen?
hopefully that crazy friend of shimin's who is probably as crazy as she is, does not try threatening me anymore.
sheesh.
or ppl trying to talk me out of it.
or my parents and siblings getting in the way of my phone calls.
do not disturb the phone.
she and i can't see each other enough as it is.
grr.
does it seem so empty.
when everyone gets in the way?
when it seems so good to be true?
..i don't want to be insecure anymore.
..i want to be strong, for you.
i don't want to lose you.
..so.
im not going to let anymore people or things get in the way.
..never.
i love you.