.Tuesday, May 15, 2007 ' 6:40 PM Y
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Mood: ...
I will kill someone tomorrow. I swear, it sure looks that way.
I mean taking out that bunch of REAL bow and arrows from sarawak and shooting a couple of people through the head (mind you, i've had archery lessons!).
sounds soooooo good.
urgh.
i mean it's not as if i failed a LOT OF SUBJECTS. or that the basketball team thing is going up again, or that my parents have those...things...
oioooh. im not mad. im psycho. seriously. i mean any moment one day i'll break and massacre you all .really.
ooh. oh ya, and the most important, i have no social life.
wait for me ,berylberyl! i'll find a growing older potion. AHAHAHAHA.
not happening. lolz.
yeah i seriously need some sort of help..like. now.
anyway. between two basketball teams and the converse one on one...
next year is the best chance, and yours truly knows it. playing against people you don't know will only make me better..stronger..and definetely pushing me to my best.
yeah man. ;)
i wonder when those competitions are though. :(
ah well mind can't really think of bball. it's traumatic, what's happened to my studies./
LOL I KNOW EVERYONE FROM MY STANDARD IS TRAUMATISED TOO. IT'S OKAY.
well except for qihui cuz she's such a GENIUS. ( so unfair. )
but well. you all didn't fail as much. i think.
i want the new linkin park cd to make me feel better. some screaming on PURPOSE will probably do me some good.
yeah.
what is life becoming?
darker.
and darker.
tsk.
for the past few days, god has not existed in my life.
i hope im not serious about this.
but then again..if my life becomes as screwed up as this, i can';t quite glorify god..
which would make me quite..useless.
so i might as well not have him. yay.
im so evil now. and corrupted. and twisted.
it's all the life's fault, seriously. satan. works in the mind and now reality.
damn him.
as for her..
well.
forget all the 'hers' in the past..or present..
no more love for Luke Ho.
Am I telling you guys that...or myself?if someone still believes in god, then believe in god for me a little while.im not okay.