.Friday, July 27, 2007 ' 4:10 PM Y
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Mood: Depressed.
God, why is everyone such an irritating jerk today?
well not everyone. but most people.
i started crying like a mad person after recess. i don't know why. maybe it was all the frustratin and pain welled up inside me. it felt so familiar. it's how i felt, exactly, before i took that dive.
i just couldn't stop crying because i couldn't stop thinkin of jumping.
i cooled down after a while. it's funny when that happens when no one comforts you, but when you keep crying when someone comforts you...i think it's because u become more touched, not more hurt.
huh. it's nice to know how little i mean to my friends.
damn it, i forgot waik's birthday because my new hp doesn't have it on the calendar..happy birthday waik! im not sure if i've told u by the time u see this but well..
yeah.
missed training cuz of the rain..really miss my friends in general, actually. i feel so alone for some reason.
the maid is very sick.
her not being around is goin to drain my already limited time...
god im so worried.
i just wanna know im not alone.
today really sucks.