So after bball..well. cg sorted out where each member is going to and..
not surprisingly, probably curtesy of mama fam, im with hardly anyone. well. except jeanette and some others like marcus and amos. which is a comfort. but i don't have keith or ethan and i sure don't have pam, pearl or..jen. yeah//
talked to keith about stuff.
talked to tom at last, sorted things out. i think i finally get how much of an idiot im being but more of how much that part of me hasn't changed as compared to how much of me has.
service was okay, except pearl's contacts had problems. hope she's okay now.
dinner with pearl, jean, keith, ced, sarah and jen. tai stayed with us for a while too.
went to the movies with my parents.i rode to orchard with jen and mingjie. which of cuz, is personal. but i don't think i'll forget.
day 7 of getting over her. i think im getting better at this. im not pining or whining, and im not hurting inside.
hope i know what im doing.
maybe after this, i can probably help someone else other than myself.
later.