.Sunday, August 05, 2007 ' 6:57 PM Y
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Mood: ..worried.
meh i have NOT finished all my hw.
so dead.
yesterday went fop. it's really awesome. but next year if i go i wanna stay overnight in church so that poor uncle alfred doesn't have to send me back all the way home. (he lives a lot further away from me)
I went FOP with keith, cedric, daniel (who gave us plenty of sweets. =), uncle alfred and his wife,marcus p. anyone i left out? ehehe.
caleb got locked out. poor guy. but i think he's there now. for the last day of FOP.
at least he wasn't sitting at the super top row underthe aircon, which had to be like less than 15 degrees, and i was totally freezing. my hands hurt when i clapped.
ate bryani at the cafe for midnight snack and it was really expensive. meh. =(
anyway jen couldn;t make it.
Oh.
so here's the thing.
if I'm moody for the next two weeks, please, PLEASE don't blame me k?
just remember that im your friend and brother and all that whatever.
today i officially decided to try and get over jen.
i guess you're not asking why(unless you do, in which case i will edit this post) but point being that i really..am getting too much ahead of myself. possessive and stupid and whatnot. im sick of being that way. if there was something i wanted to change, it would be that.
on the car ride to church, mum reminded me of the times when i was little. i told joel that i was going to be as old as him, which is kind of funny. and nan didnt know we were chinese until she was like. seven. lolz. 'if we're chinese how come we speak english? therefore we must be english.' ahaha.
i have to stop hurting myself.
open sunday was okay. interesting i guess. had a few games and then if we won 'money' the games we could buy stuff like hats and caps and sunglasses and clothes to dress up our characters. somehow, i got to picking the outfits and i got dressed up. some sort of modern cowboy thing. surprisingly, i didn't look like a complete idiot. ced is probably going to send me the pics sometime (or post them on his blog, ugh)
missed seeing tom and waik today. haiz.
ah well.
oh and im a KNIGHT!
yay.
=)
well. that works.
got a lot of work to complete by tonight, which surprisingly i feel so relaxed even though i shld really be panicking. maybe it'll sink in eventually. right now its not..so..
later ppl.
kai: um. still dunno what you're talking about..but thanks?
varun: obviously i remember you. sheesh. what kind of friend do u take me for? but you changed your blog address and didn't tell me. do tell me. thanks. and take care of yourself k?
jamie: AHAHAHA NO WAY YOU'RE TOO SLOW. but well. need to train my stamina again. lately it sucks. im not homo la! yeesh. ..i guess it's cuz im trying to get over her now...and it's a lot harder than i thought. im sick and tired of hurting other ppl and myself...so it has to end. yeah. ..mostly, i don't wanna screw up my friendship with her. and you guys. yeah.
so...
(there is NO anymore! i never was in the first place!) yeesh.
;)
ShadowFighterX