.Wednesday, August 08, 2007 ' 8:18 PM Y
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Mood: ..angry..
I don't even know why im so angry.
apart from the fact that my form teacher probably hates me or something. yeah.
i mean hey, i did use to have the super-huge obsessive infatuation with her. but that's OVER. OVER. AS IN PERMANENT. GOD.
the good thing is that i can sleep in class and she doesn't give a shit.
i mean, when did it become like this anyway? im still her student!
this is the part you say im imagining things.
the other day, she threw yanyang out of class for sleeping.
hello? sleeping here!
i mean im not TRYING to get her attention, but for other things, at least act like I EXIST!
..
fuck.
and i collected my SILVER trophy today. ugh.
my timing was apparentely wrong, 7.56 was for the 2km mark or 2.1 mark so my timing is actually really slow. like just after 9 minutes or something.
which makes me even more pissed off.
see, this is why we need training.
on friday, im trying to gather a huge number of people for the team,
tom (nan hua, sec 3), waik (hwa chong, sec 3), timo (nan hua, sec 3), myself (you better know where im from), ben (from new town, sec 2), ben goh(from new town, sec 1), ben tai(clementi town, sec 2), boss, brother (both new town sec 1), monkey (???, sec 1), an tai (sec 1) and chong han( new townm sec 3) well. anyone else who cares to join me, i suppose. big match!
waik just told me he can't make it..ugh..
getting tons of smses now..funny..i havent gotten an sms all week..
anyway, the celebration today wasn't exactly fantastic, but it was alright. decent, at least.
oh, and im writing a new book called 'Transparent' which takes a different stand from my SFX series...Shadow Infinity is much better written then SFX anyway. so..
well it'll be a lot better.
wonder what was wrong with brother today. i've never seen him moody until today.
ugh whoamikidding.immoremoody.
day something of trying to get over jen. i think i'm getting better at this. im thinking of her less now, and she doesn't keep me awake at night.
life stinks.
at least.
after i get in a better mood. i might edit this post.
might.