.Tuesday, August 21, 2007 ' 9:22 PM Y
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Mood: ....
haiz.
well today was rather eventful, to say the least.
i played soccer during pe, mostly against my will, but it turned out very well...i got to trainj my running and i even scored a goal. :)
then the physics test and the english test results both nailed A's, and just for jamie to know, my english overall was enough to pull me up to the top of my class again, so I'm not dropping. eheheh.
=)
lately stuff has me thinking a lot i guess. it's not entirely disturbing but i don't wanna be reliant on anyone. somethings, i just have to think on my own.
i guess that;s why i didn't ask anyone for training tomorrow..i want to think on my own..(training is optional ppl. haha..)
and i wanna know what i have to do to make my wrongs be right...
whether i've made right or wrong decisions and how i can correct them..
not be over obsessive over my sports or certain girls...
and as usual, express my true feelings in my writing..
then after that when i came back from recess, some guy kept talking to me..don't even know who he is..christian guy la. i don't know whether he's a bit psycho or something..he knew i was christian and all that and he said i was well knwon and what not, but he creeped me out. he should have gone to ellice or nicole or even wee (i actually bothered to ask him (wee)about it, but that guy didn't approach him..ehhh...) so yeah. hope nothing as weird as that happens anytime soon.
got a compre to finish, and source based and chinese compo..work piling up again and im not so sure i can handle it..
i don't wanna think about work now..i just wanna focus on running, bball...and my friends, my family. the things i've been neglecting for other things so unnecessary.
i feel like i've betrayed god..internally,i know the wrong that i've done but i can't seem to stop hurting the ones i love..i wish i could just leave them, so that no one else would get hurt but me.
but it's never so easy.
besides, im not so selfless.
can;'t keep up with anyone..can't keep up with things...
i can't wait for the hols!
mm.,.
random drabblings...
strict training tomorrow. yep.
im not going to lose out to anyone!
and therefore.
i shall sleep early.
not.
later.
ShadowFighterX
PS: thanks joel for the song 'Secret' by Jay Chou! but i doubt you'll see this. so. um. yeah.