.Wednesday, September 19, 2007 ' 5:51 PM Y
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Mood: Content.
Wow I'm feeling better.
And I really did it myself!
i think.
hmm..
don really know WHY i said all those things yesterday..
something must have really happened inside my head..
or my heart.
mm.
today was okay, i guess.
ben goh was being a whiny bitch, but i guess as a kid he has a lot to learn. maybe i should just give up, but then again, I wouldn't be me if I was to give up on my juniors again.
somehow, I feel responsible..that maybe if I hadn't left the team, he would still look up to me and know that I only do what I do because I care about the kid.
Pity they got to him first.
Really, evil comes in all forms..
The last school I was in, by the end of the year I had no enemies left...I guess I really took for granted the kind of friends who are willing to risk everything to help you help someone else...
this school. well. being back in the hero game isn't so bad. made a couple of new friends already, even if they are all gaggling girls who go over to my neighbours house and call me lukey and stuff. a bit annoying from the noise, but kind of cute i guess. im sort of flattered.
sort of.
then again, it makes me feel alone, because at least last time i had a group of people to help me..
now i have no one in school, at least..
no wonder why i feel more comforted by my god bros and the church ppl.
hmm.
oh ya -carynn. thanks. =)
Today I smelled brownies from the home ec. room again...the smell is driving me mad, seriously. as soon as i got home, i ate chocolates. lots of it.
the girls were making a lot of noise below my classroom...poor ms peh. wasn't exactly able to pay attention in her class. report writing is boring.
then again, I have a test on it tomorrow.
mustn't screw it up.
chem test on friday. havent even prepared my notes.
afraid im probably going to fail this one. and oh, still can't find my chinese shou ce. there goes my savings.
played a bit of bball even though i shldnt have, beat 8 of my juniors by myself b4 mr yee decided to throw off all the uniformed ppl.
oh ya, and subhas kissed justin on the lips yesterday. must tell the girls. lolz.
just kidding.
mm.
speaking of subhas..
he seems to be more online lately than even I am.
weird.
maybe cuz bball is suspended..
the guys really don't like karee. personally. neither do I.
someone fainted today. hope it's not the girl from bowling. though it did look like it. she was convulsing. haiz.
and wee used his squash manuever on rachael. they are attached, after all.
I don't think I'll ever get used to the idea of couples in my class..or their class or whatever. im not really part of it..seems i'll never be. haiz.
kenny and miaoling seem to have hooked up also.
not like it's my business.
somehow though, it makes me uncomfortable. don't know why.
keep thinking something's going to happen.
ah well.
tests tomorrow.
exams next week.
pray for me guys. k?
I have more than just studying to do...
have to save a life or two.
again.
ShadowFighterX
(funny how when I get back into the game, it seems so many people are looking for someone to be a hero. well. that's what this antisocial is here for. maybe people will finally see that im not such a bad guy.)