.Wednesday, September 26, 2007 ' 9:54 PM Y
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Mood: Right..
I'm going to dedicate this post to all the people who hate me.
Hell, I don't feel a lot better. slightly, but still.
let's see.
anti luke and luke the loser must be having a lot of fun.
i mean come on. im an open target. anyone who's anybody can hate me. from anyone in the basketball team to someone in my class to some guy I don't even know.
ah well.
i suppose I can take criticism occasionally.
after all, it's not like it does them any good...
and knowing crazy spammers, like all crazy spammers, they actually do have lives, so they'll stop after awhile.
right guys?
don't worry, you will. =)
what else is on the agenda..
okay number 1 is that the group of gaggling girls do NOT like me. this is a misconception and misunderstanding. apologies if I may have typed something wrongly.
number 2 being that I don't really care about people I meet due to circumstance on a personal level. karee was being threatened by sidney and I just did what I could. nothing more. I don't owe anyone anything and as I'm starting to be reminded, the hero game is a lot more painful and difficult without friends.
number 3 is that I'm tired of people like you. I mean. take your advice and get a life.
number 4 is that I like being alone in school. people don't do me a lot of good in school, because everyone takes me for granted anyway. it's no point trying to be nice to people who don't appreciate you (this is not directed to anyone in particular) anyway, and I only mentioned the girls in my previous posts because at least they appeared somewhat grateful. I don't ask for a lot, not even a thank you. all I want is that if you don't like me, at least don't piss me off.
As for friends, I have plenty. I know this. just in case you didn't.
think I already mentioned it in the teachers' day post anyway.
let's face it, luke-hater.
I'm okay with you, really. I like rebutting you and pissing you off, but it doesn't make me a better person than you.
people have their different opinions of other people all the time. many are prejudiced. you can say I'm a showoff, and I wouldn;t disagree, but I would argue that why should it matter to you?
it's not like I take away whatever glory you might have.
or that I certainly affect your life significantly. if I did, you wouldn't hate me, trust me.
I mean if you were hubert, it's understandable. or jia hui or even sidney (though even he seems a little nicer.) but personally, you asked for it. I don't earn respect. I demand it. I've never done anything to hurt you personally and I don't deserve, as well as the people you pick on for no reason, to be hurt by you in anyway. I don't tolerate bullies.
and that goes to everyone, every single one of you who hates me.
you shouldn't hate someone you don't know...
but let's face it, I'm not exactly perfect. so instead of pissing me off, you can just confront me about what you dislike about me, and if we can compromise, then you can stop wasting your time on my blog and I can stop wasting my time on..you.
and if that doesn't work that's just too bad I guess.
I know what my job is. What my purpose in life is. And I haven't faced up to it in a long time, but it doesn't matter...
so what if I'm tired and angry of being a good guy when people just aren't..well.
at least I still have a job to do.
and I can't allow anyone, anyone. to get in the way of that.
so I'm going to ask you nicely now, to either try and resolve your difference with me.
or leave me alone.
because if one day I find you.
well. I won't do anything.
but someone else will.
and it won't be pretty.
ShadowFighterX.
(let's make this clear.)
(I don't wanna fight anymore.)
(I don't wanna be in love.)