Mood: ..

shit.
did it again.
im obsessed.
damnit.
can't do anything without thinking about her.
can't stop doing things wrong.
not good enough. for anyone. for the people I care about. even the people I love.

messed up again.
f***.

don't tell me I'm doing this wrong.
don't tell me I'm guilty.
I know. believe me, I know too well.

it cuts me all the time.
guilty. jealousy. obsession. anger. hurt.
and some form of crazy infatuated love that isn't real. it isn't real, because love isn't possessive or obsessive. none of this exists. none of it.

i have to know im not going crazy.
i have to know I can get over her.

tell me I can.

I'm the sinner and you're my drug.

ShadowFighterX

Luke Ho
15 Years Old
15/02/1992
New Town Secondary School
Basketballer

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