.Tuesday, October 23, 2007 ' 5:45 PM Y
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Mood: Moody.
God, I feel so terrible inside..
sickness is getting to me. can;t speak properly can't breathe, feel like coughing all the time.
arrgh.
every year some crappy disease thing happens to me.
pr 6 it was dengue.
sec 1 it was MPD, which would have me killed before my fourteenth birthday.
sec 2 it was near kidney failure.
and this year just SUCKS.
need to go to joels' ceremony to see him collect various prizes..my brother's a genius, but talk about a total waste of time. im so badly sick and tired i can barely think properly, so i can't write my novel, and with my injured ankle, i can't work out either.
damnit.
relationships with people aren't exactly going that well...they're busy with things or with other people. surprisingly, i feel rather lonely. which is weird. guys do not say they feel lonely.
in fact, tom couldn't come over today, which kinda sucked. im so bored.
irony's a bitch.
i think im cursed to live like this for the rest of my life.
and i can't wait forever.
ShadowFighterX