.Monday, October 29, 2007 ' 3:55 PM Y
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Mood: Sleepy.
im getting a little worried.today morning i had some really wild dreams about jen.not like it was very sexual or anything. just that..i dunno. you ever have one of those days where you wake up and somethings like that or something's no longer like that?i mean, why am I so crazy about jen?apart from the fact that she has the sweetest voice and the sexiest bod and her smile makes me go wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.and she's so beautiful.god, she's so beautiful.i mean anyone who thinks she's not must be crazy. and it doesn't help that she's so sweet and nice and...shit im so fickle and obnoxious and hypocritical. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.fucking post withdrawal syndromes.i have got to stop getting hurt by crazy females.but wowee...
Okay, seriously.
I DREAMT ALL THE ABOVE LAST NIGHT. IT WAS DAMN FREAKY. IT WAS LIKE WATCHING MY SUBCONSCIOUS TALK TO HIMSELF AND BLARING ABOUT GIRLS. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW SCARY THAT IS?
I MEAN, 'HOT BOD?'
IT'S LIKE..
..secretly admitting all those things to myself? am i really so..
infatuated/crazy/fickle/etc...
its like i have to tell myself im totally obsessed with jen.
which im not.
nono.
if i get another dream like that, it means i am./
keep that in mind, god.
please don't scare me again.
anyway, school today was good. i mean, physics was just about understandable and chinese went relatively well.
hope it goes on like this.
im sleepy.
ShadowFighterX