.Wednesday, October 31, 2007 ' 11:02 PM Y
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Mood: Somewhat neutral.
i am not 70% girlish. i am not.
I AM NOT. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
DUMB TEST. FINEE.
anyway..
school lately has been somewhat okay..just a tad tiring..
and i lost five bucks to subhas..i think im not cut out for small time gambling..everytime i win i feel too sympathatic anyway..
although my daidi is owning. ehehehe.
just came back from bball. was really tired today. too much time playing..and i couldn't find anyone online and stuff. no tom or waik or jamies. =(
i was bballing with yi feng, and i've been teaching him quite a lot..im really impressed at his enthusiasm and adrenaline..he's improving as fast as waik, if not faster. but the thing about waik is that of course, he learns and makes his own unique moves, making him better in some aspects than i could have ever taught him.
still, yi feng's improving pretty fast ba. last time he couldn't dribble properly or shoot properly or defend properly or rebound and now he can do all these things incrasingly fast. im glad...
is this how it feels like to coach? or teach? I mean, the satisfaction is..well. not a new feeling, but one i rarely experience. i only get a taste of it but i figure it's this satisfaction and the sucess of teaching...as well as a sense of being needed that keeps poor overworked and underpaid teachers on their jobs. =)
wee lin and i are talking again, and it's been going quite well i guess. i still have doubts about a relationship, since i don't really feel that way about her anymore,but she's a good friend and we still get along well. hope it stays that way.
im going to get a hangover tomorrow. =(
writings and working out is going well...and my homework both mrs lee's and sch work is somewhat maintaining...
a life of singleness can't get any better than this.
thanks god.
im not going to sin intentionally if this keeps up.
promise.
ShadowFighterX