.Saturday, December 01, 2007 ' 8:51 PM Y
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Mood: Desperate.
They say that girls can smell desperate guys from a mile away. (in order to keep away from them!)
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im desperate right now.
My life has virtually no meaning.
my friends are either busy or out with their steads.
I have no life.
I can't write because I have writers block. Because everytime someone else has a happy ending, I just can't get one for myself..nor do i know how to write very dramatic writing...so...
like..
um...
basically maybe i really can;t write if things AREN'T HAPPENING TO ME.
ARRGH.
anyway at least i watched..
rurouni kenshin.
myself yourself
love hina!
all decent, action packed and sappily romantic animes. :)
sigh.
im so hopeless. after all of that, I can;t get any inspiration from all of them.
it's so unfair everyone has a happy ending in there except for the people watching it.
and as if that wasn't pathetic enough, I can only watch them on youtube.
ARRGH.
well..some people don't seem to care anymore.
might as well face it, huh? nobody really cares I guess. not that I've been reaching out to a whole lot of people I guess. Maybe it's my fault.
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I need a girlfriend. lets just face it. i should just mindlessly throw away everything that I have for everything I want WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
my life has fallen apart.
I feel like..
I can't do anything right...
I don't have a life because...
can't play bball because..
can't write because...
I'm always cheated out of my love story...everytime things are going well I just...
I have to know, God...why do you always cheat me out of love?
can't even write it in my novel or diary because i can't write well enough anymore.
haiz.
life is so meaningless.
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