.Thursday, January 31, 2008 ' 10:38 PM Y
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well, that's settled..
ahh..life is going to be so boring. but a lot less stressful, I guess. no more pretense.
it's not over.Decided that the events of Night Phantom's Rain will be linked to the stuff I have going on...Claire agreeing to go on a date with Ren if he wins the cross country (this is before he takes a direct interest in Angeline), then the attack on Valentine's Day, and of course my/Ren's birthday on the day after Valentine's.
at least the story will have a bit more sense. of course, Ren/Claire die hard fans will kill me. some of them have been sending me direct emails which is flattering, but kinda..scary. no wonder writers go crazy.
still, I don't mind reviews. :)
it's not over.wondered today what Luke Ho would be without bball? if I hadn't fallen for Junice, would I have even tried bball? or heck, even ping pong?
hah...sports are fun, I guess. especially if I can play them. the last time I checked, I still can't ice skate to save my life. =(
it's asking a lot for it to have ended on talking terms and even more to find out who anonymous is...but if I don't find out myself within the week, I will leave it be. I don't break my word, even if I might be an arrogant liar at times. =/
people in my life are just coming and going...and things..just get more confusing.
the truth is that I want to be free. Just want to make a decision without being scared about the consequences.
I always freak out when someone tells me what I don't know whether I want to hear it or not...
three this month alone. hell, the guilt is so overwhelming...am I really responsible for their hurt? did I play with anyone's heart...?
ugh. moron. =/
I just need to sleep it off.
ShadowFighterX
it's not over, Josephine.